I keep failing and failing and sometimes it’s really hard to get back up.

Over the last two weeks, a lot of really amazing stuff has been happening - stuff that is changing my life, stuff that will last forever.

Even this past weekend, two *amazing* things happened with both my dad and finding a community of people that actually love Jesus and believe in the power of grace.

Unfortunately, I had a midterm today, but these things were much more important to me and I wasn’t ready for my test - so not ready that there was no point in going.

It’d be one thing if I was normally a good student, if I normally would have been ready, if I normally was diligent and worthy of even being at a school like this - but I’m not.

And so I’ve failed again, and I feel horrible.