Okay not really, I’m actually going insane, yes, literally insane.  Which brings me to my next point.  I don’t understand why you could go through everything that TV has to offer, and then decide to watch some horrible new show with bad acting and annoying writers.  Of course I have the privilage of it being loud enough to be able to write a episode transcript from the toilet with all the doors closed.

Pfeew, I feel so much better (not really).

On a happier note, I love Natthanit and her parents said the most flattering thing today.  Her mom said that she wishes she lived closer to me because if she did her English would get a lot better.  That’s because I talk a lot, and I think we have some pretty productive conversations even with the language barrier.  Anyway that made me feel pretty cool inside.

But unfortunately, it wasn’t cool enough - I need to find a place that I can just relax by myself and not get stressed out by distractions.

Perhaps video games, of all things, might help.  I don’t normally spring for the xbox when I have stuff to do, but I can’t think of any other way to chill out.